Monday, April 4, 2016

Feeling morbid

Okay so the reason behind this post is extremely morbid and a tad bit creepy. I actually don't know why I'm doing this but I guess I have some sort of reason in the back of my mind.

I was on youtube and eventually got to that weird side, as everyone does eventually. I saw this video of weird (and possibly supernatural) and unexplained events. One of the events listed was about that girl Elisa Lam who was found in a water tank on the roof of a hotel in L.A back in 2013. It's unknown how she got in there and a video of her in an elevator the night she went missing is really creepy. She's seen pressing all of the buttons on the elevator and then getting out and it looks like she's talking to someone who you can't see on camera. I am actually getting goosebumps writing about this because that's just so creepy.. like wtf? What happened to that poor girl tho.

Any who, I found out that she had a blog. I read a couple of her post back from 2012. Nothing weird or anything but I guess it got me curious as to whether people would find this blog if I died? But does that really matter? What would this blog say about me? Anything? No. It wouldn't tell you who I am or how I feel when I lay in bed at night, surrounded by my thoughts and the muffled sounds of puppies barking at each other (Nala just had her second litter of pups on March 17th).

But maybe that's what I should start. Only like .. 4? people follow this blog and I don't even know why.... oh wait they're the only people that would actually click the link that I would nonstop post on facebook back in 2011 or whenever I made this blog. As I was saying, before I got off topic, maybe I should start using this again... to leave some sort of trace of me, that no one really knew about me until after I die some tragic death and then this blog is discovered. Is that even how it works? You die in some weird way that causes an investigation.. and then they find every possible account linked to you? Because if that was the case they'll probably find a Keek account (remember that weird and short lived app that was similar to vine?), a weheartit account (similar to instagram I think) and many more weird accounts that I would prefer nobody finds. But this would be the one that they take the time to examine and look for unusual things that could possibly point to the cause of my death.

Okay I feel like I am getting dark. On the lighter side of things.. I THINK I AM GETTING THE IPHONE 6S ANY DAY NOW. this is a huge accomplishment to me because I have been saving up the money forever now.

Oh also I am going on a trip to Washington D.C. this summer, in July to be specific. Maybe that's where I'll die and then someone wearing a police badge will discover upon this blog and be reading this post at this very moment. ... Sorry getting morbid again. I love life and don't plan on dying anytime soon. Don't you worry. Why would I die right after getting the iPhone 6s? Unquestionable.