Him.

You know me. I'm just a girl.. Which means I must have a crush right?
Well I do :)

I like him because he's nice, and cute, and can always make me laugh. But I bet he has no clue that I like him. Last year I had one class with him. This year I don't have any, which really sucks!! I don't see him very much anymore. But I do run into him every now and then at school :)
Last year I thought that he might have liked me, too. But I don't know anymore. Last year there were tons of signs that he liked me :)

• He got my number off of Facebook
• He always tried to make me laugh during class
• Whenever he saw me he said "Hi" (On the first day of school this year when I was getting my schedule he yelled my name, I turn, and he says "Hey!")
• He'd bump into me in the hallways

I always talk about him to my friends (those who will listen). They all say the same thing. Either "You should ask him out!" or "Do you want me to ask him out for you?". But I always say "No." I don't want them to ask him out, or have me ask him out.
I'm afraid that he will find out that I like him, but if he doesn't like me back - that's the part I would hate! I don't want that to be spread around the school. I would be so embarrassed! I don't want people to know that I asked him out an I was rejected.

But then again, people always say if you never try, you will ever get anything you want. I really do want to go out with him. One thing I don't think anybody has ever thought about is this:
If I date him now, he probably won't be the one. Not always is that true, but it probably is for my age (being 13 in January). Even though he seems like the one at the time, he probably won't be in the future. Which does seem like a good reason to hold off on dating him. Ugh, just thinking about all of this makes my head spin.

What do you think I should do?
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Thanks!